Confined (Anyone)

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"I don't know if I could do this....I need someone and...just....I dont wanna be nothing but a porn star forever." He really didnt, he just needed the money right now.

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"Imma warn you now. Once you start... its difficult to find someone who'll touch you... everyone thinks you're dirty..."

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Andrew looked away, not knowing if he could do this....
He needed someone....

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Seth sighed softly, turning away and looking out the window

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Andrew didn't know what to do. He scooted away from Seth and peeked out the window.

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Seth sunk down in his seat.
For once, he hated his job...

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Andrew liked Seth but how was he going to do this now? He couldnt just have a causal relationship. He wanted a lover, a boyfriend, someone who was HIS.

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they rode in silence until the train stopped.
Seth got his bag from the overhead compartment

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Andrew had his in the seat with him. He watched Seth with disappointed eyes.

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"You coming?" Seth asked softly. he hated the disappointment in Andrew's eyes.
All he ever did was disappoint people....

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He shrugged and stood, following Seth quietly.
And to think he was wanted something with this man...

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"Andrew... you want me to cancel the filming?" He sighed, trying not to let the hurt show.

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"Yes....I....I like you too much to fuck and then just be done with it. I cant take it...I want more and you can give me more apparently." He sighed.

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"Andrew... I like you too but... I need the money and a former porn star cant' get many jobs..."

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"Just....Date me for a while and if it works ill find a job and ill make the money and if not then you can come back to this." Andrew chewed his lip.

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Seth sighed but nodded.
"I... have one more video to make, later tonight? Do you want me to quit now before that or after?"

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Andrew didnt want him to fuck someone else if he was trying to be with him but...
"Whatever Seth."

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"Thats a quit now. Fine, I'll leave without a last paycheck." He ran a hand through his hair and rummaged through his bag, grabbing a pen. He wrote his cellphone number on Andrew's hand.
"Call me in an hour okay? I'm going to go quit."

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Andrew sighed and took his hand.
"Go ahead and do it....dont quit....I mean....we can...later...." Andrew wondered off.

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"Andrew... I like you. Not like I like the random people I fuck. I really like you... I don't want to ruin it." He sighed.

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"I bet you liked the man you broke up with for your job." He shook his head. "Nevermind. Im just....here." He handed the number back. "Bye."

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Seth looked at him, hurt.
"Okay.... it was nice meeting you." He turned and ran before he could start to cry.
He'd just met this guy... how did he effect him so much?

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Andrew went home to his brothers, he called the site and they talked. It would be a part time job. He would still do it but not with Seth.
He couldnt, he liked him to much.

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But Seth had decided. He was done. He quit,he wouldn't let his job interfere with his real love life anymore..

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Andrew worked on his site and then at a book store, he was good at the site thing, but he said he would stay until he found someone he liked alot so he was just working and going about his day.

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Seth had no home because he had no money. Everywhere refused to hire him. He was pretty much homeless. He walked into the book store when he saw the employee wanted sign on the door.